and

VIBRATIONS

I've never hated vibration until now.

The wheels on the road,

the air from the amplifier,

the rumble of a building demolished.

Vibrations make my heart tremble.

Vibrations make me week and paranoid.

The buzz of electricity,

the motors turning,

the ants marching.

Vibrations make the teeth fall out of my skull.

Vibrations make my children nervous.

I've never hated vibrations until now.

Whenever that phone buzzed

Whenever your phone buzzed

Now that's really why I hate vibrations.

sweet twilight

With the murmur of twilight

handed to us

by the sweet dreaming dusk.

We walk into the night.

our heads filled with sleeping pills

and unintelligible thoughts

a syphilis attacked brain,

a battered brain.

A WRECKED BRAIN

with the eastern lights of glory rising

gifted to us,

by that star god of ours

we walk into this day

our heads filled with uncertainty,

and a hope of escape.

a path way to righteousness

many ways out

ONE WAY OUT

before that sweet night

rides in again.

Do not leak any fiery fluids.

Like the Mormons.

These plastic ensembles repeat magnetic compositions.

Like Palestinian princesses.

Like prehistoric birds.

Oily feathers prevent southern flight

Like repentance on the high holidays.

Our fires burn out , leave us uncertain.

Like abandoned railways.

Like irresponsible decisions.

Gather together, pray and forgive.

Like Jesus crucified as a child.

SEASNAKES ATTACK

  CHILDREN'S FEET.

WE WILL TAKE BLOOD IN OUR WATER

 UNWANTED CHANGE

YR BLOOD IS WINE

YR FLESH IS BREAD

 FEAST ON PALE HEARTS.

it was a hard one tonight. its been ok. but tonight was rough.
i need some real sleep.

i still think this is the greatest song ever written. if you dont know it, you really should.

The night we met, I knew I needed you so
And if I had the chance, I'd never let you go.
So won't you say you love me,
I'll make you so proud of me.
We'll make 'em turn their heads every place we go.

I'll make you happy, baby, just wait and see.
For every kiss you give me I'll give you three.
Oh, since the day I saw you
I have been waiting for you.
You know I will adore you 'til eternity.

i  wanna dance with you one more time if thats all i can get.

i just want simple shit in my life at this point.
im not sure that it is too much to ask.

honey bee said if what happen to me and cass, happened to her and john, she would stop trying
im pretty worried that i already have.

im happy. and sad, but the sadness isnt everything.
 its not fair to other women, they're never gonna be loved by me like i love her.

you were happy for a minute. i miss you.

white skin
in a black market.
burning paper
falling from the sky.
heavy heart
in an empty bed.
swim quick
were sinking fast
love you.
I want this to work.
gave up
weak heart broke. again.

im going to start a band called pale moon, its going to sound like this.

sleep in your own bed.
there is no comforts,
 like this in the world.
no match.
 big boots.
three in the morning and cold.
four hours left.

i hope all the trees wont fall.
i hope god is real.
god is real
god is real.


it never ends.
im ok with it.

real bummed i missed this.

ok. blogging is weird to me. never really been super into it. guess i need something to express shit cuz most of my friends dont care/listen/or are too busy .ok.

im also not super into guns or shooting guns. just sort of a cool picture. golden california. i also dont really look like this any more, the winter coat is rearing its nasty head.

i also dont really care if yr not into the shit i write or like.
but give me a chance.

i hope this works out.